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Oh dear...

my school (that i used to go to) has made the front page of the Melbourne paper...

Why?

Because the Principal has been accused of bullying teachers...

In a school that is about treating people with respect, and equals and absolutely frowns on bullying... oh... :(... its making me sad.

http://www.theage.com.au/national/education/alternative-school-in-court-over-principal-bullying-claims-20111106-1n21k.html

So- yesterday was better at least - we had cake at work, all woman know cake fixes things.

But today the cramps are so bad that I've had to take the day off from work to deal with them. Siigh.

I wanna Hakkai here to take care of me! Bring me cups of tea! Do the loving Hakkai thing... maybe I'll just have to do with him taking care of me in my dreams...

Yesterday (my first free day since my return) i went shopping for clothing and new shoes *mine were in tatters* and got the Hakkai Cell framed. (when i can i will post pics of a lot of things, likely tomorrow.) but now for the first time in 6 years i have lost enough weight to fit into a size 16 pants and shirt! So now ive got from a size 20 to a 16, and my weightloss has been around 20+ kilos (i gained muscle in Japan so it hard to say whether its much more than 20 or not but my butts shrunk so :D) I still have to wear a size eighteen for things that dont stretch at all but i am sure soon that will be too lose!

^_____________________________^ I haz a happies!

HOLLY CRAP HOLLY CRAP HOLLY CRAP....

WEEEEEEE

IM going tomorrow!! By myself :| *is starting to get a bit scared*

Arrrgg I'm too excited to sleep! My ankle is what it is neither better neither worse, ok most of the time gives me shit sometimes. I'll keep doing my stretches!

Most things have been packed, tonight the final night for packing, and getting myself ready! Today I'm dropping off a load of dirty washing to my mum

THANKS MUM

and shes going to wash and DRY (dry being the key thing here we dont have a dryer)

which means i won't have anything dirty left... cept a pair of undies and socks.

Last night we saw Dylan Moran - was very very funny, was up very late!! This morning i planned NOT to go for a walk, but im awake at the right time... Hrm... Still not going to go. Its hard walking at the moment because i have to concentrate on not twisting my foot out. This is hard to do on dark rocky paths XD

I'm so exciting its not funny, i don't think I'll sleep tomorrow and i will still have work!!!

Ah... I'm not sure if i will post tomorrow, maybe will from the airport... this is reallly happening... I hope i get the same wonderful feeling i got last time. :D

JAPAN HERE I COME!

On Monday night i went to a physio for my Ankle, even thou my doctor said no need. They've sticky bandaged it in such a way that makes it feel like im always wearing orthodics. I go back tonight for another check up, its hard to tell whether its better or not because to be perfectly honest it felt better before the bandaged then while it was on. If they want me to wear it again (tonight) i might advise them no thanks, and it is very uncomfortable, ofcourse if i hurt my ankle again I'll be in a real shitty mood but i might discuss with the people whether getting new shoes (not expensive ones, but new ones none the less.) will help at all.

So my ankle is a little better, I'm keeping off it for most part, and wearing my runners and have bandaged it now. Tomorrow i will see my doctor and get and try and make an appointment with a physio. I don't think its broken, the pain is incredibly mild, and most of the time (90%)non existent. So at the moment there will be no walking until its healed...

So without being able to walk very far i thought i would do Writing today since i do my writing on my laptop and my laptop is in my bed. XD But I'm REALLY stuck at the moment, I'm two pages in for a fic for Xupz but i am very stuck on it, I find i know so little about one of the characters i can't write the sexy bit. :S. But if i start another story with the intention of writing sexy bits I'll feel bad because i want to get this one finished ASAP as it is a EXTREMELY long overdue skill swap commisiony thing.

What do the writers on my F-List think? I feel that after i watch the OVA 2 subbed I think i will have a easier time writing this character. :S But it doesn't feel right to put it off any longer. Gaaaah.

Finally after staying up late with friends for another friends birthday party which ended in my place. (I think my house has become the hub lol.) I woke up 4 hrs later feeling bluuer. I promptly went back to sleep and had the following crazy dream about going to Japan.

( Crazy Japan Dream under cut. )

After some back and forth emailing I can finally confirm my Final shipment (pre-Japan trip) of Saiyuki Lovelies is on its way. This will include the Gaiden OVA 2, which I'll upload as a RAW again :)

I'm waiting on two boxes this time because apparently it wouldn't all fit into the one box, there are two large wall-scrolls coming ^___^ 1. Life size Tempou, annnd 2. A LIFE SIZE HAKKAI ♥♥♥♥♥ Shit that's going to be uber distracting!!

My best friend has finished my bday picture and i've seen the original sketches its very very sexy, he's given me permission to show you guys so i will be doing that once he gives it to me. (its Hakkai being incredible sexy/edible yum!) He's become very good at drawing in Minekura's style!

My work roster (nearly wrote rooster lol.) has been updated so now I am officially doing my new role ♥ so happy ^_^. July is going to be an epic awesome month! :D

BTW is there anyone on my flist thats looking for something Saiyuki related from Japan? If it's something i can find I'm happy to get it for you, at the costs it takes for me to buy it and then ship it to you. Just let me know. ^_^

Good Morning (Australia time 5:40am)

Yesterday my inner Hakkai was triumphant at making me not brood during my walk as a result had a lovely walked followed by my much anticipated weigh in...

WOOO!!! Lost more weight! :D

New total 15.5 Kilos :)

I was very happy with this, that is about 1.8 kilos in a week for that week so i can see my extra effort defiantly paid off.

For those of you that have different weight measurements I've lost 2.44 stone and 34 pounds :D

So now i have 6-7 weeks to lost about 4.5 kilos or more! Very do-able!

I'm so ready to head off to Japan I can't wait, i wonder what the experience will be like this time when i am on my own? I hope i don't become a shut in :( (doubt i will thou.)

I'm also working on a crazy fanfic so it'll be posted hopefully within this week or so (today being Tuesday for me.)

This weekend i am reluctantly going shopping for new pants, mine are too lose. Gawds i hate shopping, i bet more than anything i will be some crazy in between size XD. If i can't find pants that fit im going to bring back suspenders and baggy pants into fashion!

I work in customer service and so I know in my job we take all survey feedback very seriously.

Today I received an email from Apple *Evil scary Hakkai Grin* asking me to fill in a feedback survey in regards to my recent visit to the Apple store to have my iPhone replaced. Usually I don't bother with these things, but today I felt nah bugger it lets give a piece of my mind.

Hehehehe... I hope that particular survey goes back to that store is is throughly investigated as to why they were so bloody fail! If it doesn't meh, it was a good vent anyway!

I wouldn't call myself lazy, but I will be honest I prefer to offer to help then to be asked (maybe thats weird.)

This morning I got up and did an epic kitchen/dinning room productive. After my housemate/best friends mum (who is like a mum to me) threw an epic dinner party last night and cleaned up all by herself I felt really bad. :(

So this morning I made the kitchen shiny again and put everything away, wiped up and packed away the table and washed dishes! Even did two loads of my own washing :D its only 9:52am yay! productive!

It's weird, cause when I lived at home with my mum and she asked me to help it would be the biggest choir of the world. But when I help my BF's mum I feel good about it. Strange... :P Almost feel like ringing my mum to tell her, I am sure she'll laugh and swear at me.

Had some iPhone home button woes during the week, (for those on my flist that have iPhone you will know how bloody vital the home button is! XD) and tried everything in my power to fix it. Its fixed now though, how I hear you asking? By smashing it against my desk. (I bloody kid you not.) So yes, don't call tech support or visit the Genius store, smack the thing on a desk and then see if it works XD

Also have finally written something ;) and have so far, from my two very lovely beta readers, have had positive feedback :D watch this space for the fic to come shortly.

Hope all have a nice weekend planned :) Let me know what you're up to!

Edit/Update: The productivty continues just made teriyaki chicken sushi! :D